What I’m Into, Podcast Edition (Fall 2016)

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Do you enjoy podcasts? Until recently I didn’t really even know what they were or why I’d want to listen to them. I didn’t even know where to find them. (Hint: you can listen to them on iTunes, straight from your laptop if you have one.)

With a very talkative 5-year-old homeschooler always around, quiet time is a premium in our home.  Why would I want to hear more talking? But somehow I stumbled upon Katy Bowman’s podcast on Nutritious Movement a few months ago and was completely smitten. I could learn stuff while folding laundry and kneading bread? It wasn’t long before I’d discovered the magic of podcasts.

Because there is hardly a moment in my life that’s not already filled up with spoken words, I’m very particular about the podcasts I listen to. I quickly get impatient with podcasts that feature women chit-chatting about their lives and things they like. I have enough chit-chat in my life. I want to learn things. Like a big old nerd. All right?

Here are a couple I’ve come to love.

Magic Lessons with Elizabeth Gilbert.

I went completely gaga for Gilbert’s recent book, Big Magic, a few months ago. (See my review here.) Her podcast is every bit as inspiring. In each show, she talks to a regular human being who is struggling with a creative project, whether that’s in dance, poetry, writing, comedy, etc. Then she talks to a successful artist in the same field for ideas and inspiration. Finally, she goes back to the original person a few months later to see how they’re doing. The combined wisdom of Gilbert and her co-conspiring expert never fail to fill me with encouragement and a sense of awe and excitement about being human.

Shalom in the City with Osheta Moore.

If you want to make the world a better place, you have got to listen to Osheta’s podcast.

Osheta is one of the best sort of people. She is genuinely passionate about reconciliation between individuals and communities, and she is humble, patient, and generous. Now, I’ve been following Osheta’s blog for a few years now. She’s a great blogger, but she is a phenomenal podcast host. She is a natural. She was made for podcasting. She has such a warm, loving voice. She asks insightful questions. She makes me want to be a better person.

In each episode, she talks with a “shalom sista” — a woman she feels is working to bring shalom to a broken world in her own unique way. Every woman she has interviewed has been inspiring, knowledgeable, and wise. They have talked about issues like human trafficking, living in a neurodiverse community, and caring for the environment. I come away from each podcast feeling encouraged and inspired.

Katy Says with Katy Bowman.

Katy Bowman is the biomechanist who has been rocking my world for a while now (and, as I mentioned above, was my gateway to podcasts). She’s the author of the Nutritious Movement blog, as well as the books Whole Body Barefoot and Move Your DNA, which I looooooved. In fact, I recently wrote this about her work:

Bowman is majestically articulate and engaging, able to explain complex and foreign concepts in easy-to-understand terms. She’s funny and memorable, too. And her ideas are revolutionary and exciting. Some of the most interesting highlights for me have been:

-the difference between exercise and movement (and how we need more of the latter in our lives)

-the difference between fitness and health (“fit” people can be just as susceptible to illness and injury as anyone)

-her radical suggestion that you don’t have to add exercise to your busy schedule. Just change the ways you move in your everyday life to become stronger, more capable and less prone to injury. In a word, healthier.

Katy Bowman is the reason I spent this last weekend walking barefoot in the woods carrying my toddler in my arms (instead of, say, on my back.) I still have so far to go, but I am constantly being inspired to move more and move better.

The Robcast with Rob Bell.

I used to be a big fan of Rob Bell’s — when he was the pastor at Mars Hill and was constantly putting out popular books and videos — until he kind of just disappeared, and I forgot about him. Just recently I discovered he’s been podcasting for quite some time.

I think he’s better than ever. He interviews the most amazing people and has such invigorating conversations. Some of my favourites have included Richard Rohr, Pete Rollins, and Elizabeth Gilbert. These folks make me fall in love with God all over again. I appreciate Rob’s easy, relaxed style, too. And there are no frills in his podcasts. No ads, no sponsors, not even any intro music to suck up my valuable time. He just launches in with his signature, “Hi, friends!” I love it.

Yesterladies with Heather and Dayna.

I might be a little biased because the hosts of this podcast are two close friends of mine. But I deeply enjoy learning about different women from history, from the most successful pirate of all time (who happened to be female) to Canada’s beloved L.M. Montgomery. I particularly enjoyed the history of the bikini. Who knew it was such an explosive history? It’s a fun, easy, lighthearted way to brush up on my history from two wildly intelligent and articulate women while I cook dinner. It never ceases to make me a little prouder to be a woman.

What are some of your favourite podcasts?? Please share!



What I’m Into: September 2016


I didn’t write a What I’m Into Post for the last two months because I wasn’t into much.

I’ve been so busy with appointments with Felix, grappling with more and more diagnoses, struggling against depression, and, to make matters worse, our libraries have been closed due to a labour disruption. For over three months. Yeah. It sucks. That has meant very little reading and very few movies for us.

We went to the thrift store a couple of times and took home armfuls of mediocre children’s books. We’ve also had to rent movies from the local movie rental store (Yes! We still have on of those in our town!).

Homeschooling is going just fine.  Lydia is enjoying tap dance lessons. I started seeing a therapist. Which is good, but it’s yet another thing to schedule in.

So today’s post is brief. But I figured I’d share the couple of things I enjoyed this month.


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How Children Learn by John Holt. For those who aren’t familiar, this book is one of the original classics in unschooling. In it, the author recounts his many years of personal observations of children, both in their homes and in classrooms. The intro was a little hard to get through, but after that it was a fun and inspiring read. I love John Holt. He strikes me as one of the nicest people who ever lived. He has profound respect for children and it shows in the way he interacts with them. I loved the experience of sitting at his feet and soaking up his wisdom.

Everything Belongs: The Gift of Contemplative Prayer by Richard Rohr. After hearing Rob Bell’s breathtakingly awesome interview with Rohr on his podcast, I decided that what my life needed more of was a 75-year-old Franciscan priest. I’ll read a few pages before bed each night to help ground me. I can’t wait to be old and wise like Richard Rohr.


Man Up – I was eager to give this movie a try when I saw it featured two of my favourite actors, Simon Pegg and Lake Bell. Their characters meet when Pegg mistakes Bell for his blind date and she decides to go with it. This movie is WEIRD and HILARIOUS and I LOVED it. Pegg is adorable and Bell is just brilliant. Their performances knocked my socks off. Ben and I both laughed so hard when we weren’t groaning in pain from the awkwardness. I’m still thinking about it weeks later.

Anne of Green Gables – I’ve been interested in watching this movie since I read the book last year in the hospital and was surprised by how much I loved it. Can you believe I’d never read or seen the book or movie?! Megan Followes is perfectly charming. But I have to admit I found the movie a teeny bit boring. (Please don’t hate me! It seems like everybody on the internet loves it!!). It didn’t help that both kids whined and complained through the whole thing. (We watched it in three parts.) I’m kinda looking forward to the newer movie versions coming out to see how they compare.

That’s about it for now! Hope you are enjoying fall.


What I’m Into: June 2016


Happy Canada Day, friends!

I have never been more grateful to be a Canadian. I am overwhelmed with gratitude for the way my government and community cared for us during Felix’s hospitalization. And while I watch in horror as xenophobia and hatred grip so many other parts of the world, I am so comforted that my home country has continued to be a welcoming place for immigrants from all over the world.

(And I kind of love that our biggest political scandal of the year was when our Prime Minister accidentally elbowed a woman in the House of Commons, and he spent the next week apologizing profusely at every opportunity. #soCanadian)

We live in an amazing country. I am so, so fortunate.

Anyway, June has been pretty okay. The warm weather and long days fill my heart with joy. Felix’s health continues to be good, but we continue to deal with some sleeping, eating, and developmental issues which exert constant stress on my mama heart.

asleep(Asleep in his favourite place)

Also: Ben and I are a twelve days into a Whole30. We both have a couple of minor healthy issues we would like to improve upon, and we thought it was worth giving it a try. I’m really impressed Ben has been able to hold up. It hasn’t been a big deal. It’s just a ton of work, keeping on top of all those vegetables.

Anyway, here’s what I’ve been into!


whole 30 cookbooksAm I allowed to talk about cookbooks? These two have been my constant companions over the last two weeks as I’ve been preparing and cooking for our Whole30.

Melissa and Dallas Hartwig’s cookbook is indispensable for the program — it’s full of tips and ideas for getting through the Whole30, plus it’s loaded with simple, delicious, customizable recipes. Lots of pictures, too.

Nom Nom Paleo has been great, too. It’s a beautiful book all around. Lots of mouthwatering recipes accompanied by full-page photos, and the cartoons add a charming touch. Tam’s writing style is fun and entertaining, and really inspires you to get in the kitchen. But the recipes are time-consuming. I feel like cooking this way has to be a full-time job.

booksBefore starting the Whole30, I also read the Hartwigs’ first book on the subject, It Starts with Food. This book explains the reasoning behind the Whole30 in a really accessible way. I read a new book on food and nutrition nearly every month, and I still managed to learn quite a bit from this one.

How to Talk So Kids Will Listen & Listen So Kids Will Talk by Adele Faber and Elaine Mazlish. This is a wonderfully practical book on how to talk with children in a respectful way that encourages two-way communication. I am delighted with the new tools and inspiration I’ve gained to engage with my children better and build a stronger relationship. And I actually really appreciated the cheesy cartoons that help illustrate what this kind of conversation looks like. Highly recommend.

Children’s Books

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I was thrilled to find three smart, fun books that everyone enjoyed and that were (for a change of pace) completely gender-neutral. No glittery princesses here!

Press Here – Herve Tullet. This fun, interactive book got lots of play. Over and over again, Lydia delighted in following the instructions on the pages to make the dots do different things (knowing full well that it was all in fun). It was neat to see her so thoroughly enjoy engaging with painted dots on a plain white page.

The Book with No Pictures by B. J. Novak. I’m not exaggerating: this book is a work of genius. Lydia howls with laughter when I read it. (And I’m not a particularly comical reader.) Not only is the premise brilliant — this book makes the grown-up reading it say ridiculous things against her will — but Novak knows his audience amazingly well: he knows just the right words to make little people giggle. “Blueberry pizza,” “Boo Boo Butt” and “BADOONGY-FACE” crack Lydia up every time. The varied fonts and colours of the text subtly direct the reader how to deliver the lines.  I haven’t heard of a kid who wasn’t tickled by this book.

The Day the Crayons Quit by Drew Daywalt. When I first showed Lydia the cover of this book she announced, “I’m not interested in that.” I told her we’d give it a try. After reading it once she declared, “This is my favourite book!” and requested a re-read the following two nights.

Each of Duncan’s crayons gets a full page to express its frustrations about how it is used. Gray complains that he gets tired colouring such huge animals like elephants and hippos. Pink complains that it never gets used at all except by Duncan’s little sister. It’s full of personality and charm. And Duncan’s final drawing is a delightful work of art.

apple-pip princessApple-Pip Princess by Jane Ray. I still can’t pass up a good princess when I find one, knowing Lydia will love it.  This lovely, original fairy tale features three sisters who are instructed to demonstrate their skills so their father, the king, can decide which is most fit to be the next ruler. The youngest, unsurprisingly, makes the greatest impression through her selflessness and dedication to her community and the environment. The illustrations are opulent, the story is lively and well-paced, and I love seeing women of colour represented as competent, interesting, complex humans who are perfectly suited to rule the land. Five stars.


Of course we went and saw Finding Dory opening weekend (with Lydia). By now you probably know me well enough to know I love just about everything Disney/Pixar puts out. Finding Dory was no exception. Full of laughs and nonsense, it was also heart-wrenching at times. It was a visual wonder, and Ellen Degeneres voiced the lovable fish brilliantly. Also, young Dory is the most adorable thing to come out of the Pixar lab since Boo from Monsters Inc.

Ben and I watched Edge of Tomorrow on Netflix and let me tell you, it was neat. I love a smart action sci-fi movie, and I was riveted to the end.

We also watched The Martian, which was a thrilling, heartwarming, feel-good flick we both enjoyed thoroughly.

All right, that’s about it for now! Hope you’re having a lovely summer!

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I Will Blog Again When I Am Able to Sleep at Night Again.

I promise. I miss you guys and I miss this space.

But right now too much of my time and energy are gobbled up by sitting around in the dark with a cranky toddler at 3am.

In the meantime, know that I am savoring our gorgeous summer weather and being at home with my two healthy children.

Life is good.

summer 2016

What I’m Into: April 2016


April was emotionally taxing. (I won’t get into it here, but it involved many blessings and victories and also SO MUCH PUKE. From everyone, but especially from me. So much puke, you guys. There were illnesses, a surgery, and ongoing explorations of different therapies and treatments. Lots of good stuff, but like I said, it’s been taxing.)

The weather has mostly sucked, too.

To deal with all of these, I read a lot of books and created some art.

Here you go.

(PS: I REALLY WANT TO BLOG. I really, really do. I just have not had the time or energy. I have so many drafts of posts started that I’m itching to finish. I just . . . can’t right now. I will get back into the swing of things. I just need to not be cleaning up toddler diarrhea at 2 am every morning. It will happen.)



Big Magic: Creative Living Beyond Fear by Elizabeth Gilbert. READ THIS BOOK, YOU GUYS. It’s spectacular. It totally lives up to the hype. This book vibrates with life. I haven’t been this excited to be a human in a long time.

Gut And Psychology Syndrome: Natural Treatment for Autism, Dyspraxia, A.D.D., Dyslexia, A.D.H.D., Depression, Schizophrenia by Natasha Campbell-McBride. Somehow I managed to devour this dense tome in two or three days. It has given me so much hope. I am anxious to start Felix on this dietary program as soon as possible. His poor gut has been completely massacred during his short time on earth so far. I’ve heard some really inspiring testimonials that fill me with hope for healing.

Move Your DNA: Restore Your Health Through Natural Movement by Katie Bowman. I’ve been obsessed with Bowman’s blog and podcast the last few months and finally decided to buy the book. It’s fantastic. Bowman is majestically articulate and engaging, able to explain complex and foreign concepts in easy-to-understand terms. She’s funny and memorable, too. And her ideas are revolutionary and exciting. Some of the most interesting highlights for me have been:

  • the difference between exercise and movement (and how we need more of the latter in our lives)
  • the difference between fitness and health (“fit” people can be just as susceptible to illness and injury as anyone)
  • her radical suggestion that you don’t have to add exercise to your busy schedule. Just change the ways you move in your everyday life to become stronger, more capable and less prone to injury. In a word, healthier.

Children’s Read-Aloud Books


The Trumpet of the Swan by E. B. White. I think I’m alone here but I thought this book (by the author of Charlotte’s Web) was stupid. (Lydia liked it well enough. I guess that’s what’s important).  It starts like a realistic nature story, but quickly becomes an absurd tale of a swan who goes to (human) school and learns to read, write, and play the trumpet to make up for the fact that he has no voice. And in the end he “donates” some of his children to a zoo to pay off a debt. WHAAAAAAT. Also, it’s so long it took us a whole month to finish.

Picture Books

children's books - april

Imogene’s Antlers by David Small. Lydia’s favourite this month. (She’s four.) She weirdly loves stories about children who inexplicably wake up with bizarre changes to their bodies. (Others in this category include George Shrinks and A Bad Case of Stripes.)

Snow White by Paul Heins and Trina Schart Hyman. Absolutely captivating illustrations to a powerful classic. (Read ahead of time, though, and be prepared to maybe change the words to the very last page, wherein the evil queen — without any foreshadowing — is given a pair of red-hot iron shoes she must wear as she dances to her death. ?! The punishment is as morbid and arbitrary as it is unexpected.)

The Wild Swans by Amy Ehrlich and Susan Jeffers. The most beautiful illustrations you will ever see. A very interesting fairy tale, too, which has the fortune of never having been Disneyfied. (Warning: this and the above stories are very anti-feminist, with kings who decide to marry the beautiful maidens with almost no indication of any volition on the woman’s part. I still liked ’em.)

Adelita: A Mexican Cinderella Story by Tomie dePaulo. A familiar old tale gets new life in this Mexican setting. Everything about it is lovely. There’s lots of Spanish mixed in which adds to the atmosphere but was tricky to read out loud since I don’t know the language at all.

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We didn’t really watch any TV or movies this month.

And that’s what I’ve been into!

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What I’m Into: March 2016

crocusesI briefly explored where I’ve been emotionally in my previous post, so in this one I’m just going to jump into the books, movies and more that we’ve been enjoying.

(But can I just say this real quick? YOU GUYS. I am just so unbelievably blessed. I have read all your comments and messages and though I can’t respond to them all, know that I have wept tears of joy over your kindness and generosity. I can’t believe what a wonderful community has gathered around my little family. Thank you, thank you, thank you.)


I need to stop requesting books from the library that have a waiting list, because I can’t possibly read a whole book before it has to be returned when I’m only reading in five-minute snatches on the toilet. And that is just my life right now.

I read half of Better Than Before: What I Learned About Making and Breaking Habits–to Sleep More, Quit Sugar, Procrastinate Less, and Generally Build a Happier Life (Gretchen Rubin) before having to bring it back to the library. I think I liked it. I may never know.

Kids’ Picture Books

fancy nancy: a review

Fancy Nancy (Jane O’Connor) — this monumental series is perfect for little girls (ages 4+) who love all things fancy: glitter, ballgowns, and accessories. I’m surprised how much I like Fancy Nancy — she’s a funny, smart, imaginative, and relatable character with an impressive vocabulary who happens to also love glitz and glamour. Lydia is already using words like “indelible” and “furious” in her everyday language, thanks to Miss Nancy. The illustrations are great, too — they’re detailed, clever, and often very funny. We keep going back to the library for more of these books. (Fortunately, there are tons of them. We haven’t come across a bad one yet.)

actual size - review

Actual Size (Steve Jenkins) – I love Steve Jenkins’ beautiful artwork. His collage style produces unique and interesting texture. This particular book was so intriguing as it gives you a glimpse of the actual sizes of things — from the enormous atlas moth (“often mistaken for a bird”) to the tiny dwarf goby. Lydia ate up the animals facts, and we enjoyed comparing the size of the ostrich egg to the familiar chicken’s egg.

Read-Aloud Chapter Books

Toys Come Home: Being the Early Experiences of an Intelligent Stingray, a Brave Buffalo, and a Brand-New Someone Called Plastic (Emily Jenkins) — this is the delightful prequel to the fabulous Toys Go Out Trilogy. It was fun to get the story of how all the lovable toys came to live with the Little Girl, and to get a better understanding of what makes them come to life. Heartwarming, smart, and a page-turner. 5/5 stars for the whole series. (P.S. the author and illustrator put together a picture book, too. It’s good as a standalone book, but a delightful experience for those already familiar with the characters.)

Because of Winn-Dixie: review

Because of Winn-Dixie (Kate DiCamillo) — this lovely book was a little mature for my four-year-old, but she could totally understand the whole story. (There are just some darker themes in it — I had to skip the chapter wherein Miss Franny Block describes her great-grandfather’s war experience. You also hear of a child’s death and a woman’s past with alcoholism.) It’s a beautiful, sad story with an admirable young female protagonist, and it tenderly explores love, family and friendship. I would recommend it for older children, maybe 7+.


I took Lydia to see her first movie in the theatre — Zootopia. It is absolutely stunning in every way. WATCH IT WATCH IT WATCH IT. Very funny, very smart, visually delightful, and with an incredible message of inclusivity. Lydia (4) was a little (a lot) scared during a scene near the end (when a beloved character appears to be “going savage”), but otherwise, it was a great experience for both of us. (Rotten Tomatoes gave it a 99% rating!)

That’s it for now!

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What I’m Into: February 2016

siblings in the snowLydia and Felix’s relationship, summed up in one photo

February was . . . well, February. Dreary and long. But even the longest, dreariest months are still tinged with joy and hope after the year we’ve been through. (Last February is when we found out Felix had CMV and when we came the closest to losing him.) So I can’t complain.

Snow, cloudy skies, icy wind. Storybooks, baby milestones, sleepless nights, unlocked preschooler imagination. It was… February.


I read a narrative this month, you guys! Not just educational books all the time!

Mennonite in Little Black Dress: A Memoir of Going Home by Rhoda Janzen.

Janzen’s memoir is hilarious and fascinating. But the story is very scattered, and I had trouble connecting with the narrator, who clearly thinks she’s better than everyone else, especially those who embrace their Mennonite faith and heritage (unlike her. She completely rejected her faith and community as a young adult). She says flat-out that Mennonite men are un-dateable because they “gross her out.” Classy, Rhoda.

I found myself riveted and amused by the parts where she talks about her childhood (her mom is the best), but not really interested in her mainstream, secular, academic adulthood wherein she makes so many poor relationship choices. I’ll take my hardworking, devoted Mennonite husband and old-fashioned values, thanks.

Kids’ Books: Princess Edition Part 2

You guys made so many awesome suggestions after last month’s princess-themed book list, I ended up taking a bunch of new princess books out of the library for Lydia (age 4) this month. Lots of good stuff here!

hamster princess

Hamster Princess: Harriet the Invincible by Ursula Vernon. This unique book is kind of a mix between a traditional novel and a graphic novel. It was fun and exciting for Lydia. Older readers will be amused by how the author plays with fairy tale conventions, though these were lost on my four-year-old. Harriet is cursed a la Sleeping Beauty as a baby; but as she grows up, Harriet discovers an interesting advantage to her curse and exploits it, which allows her to fight ogre cats and go on adventures. Harriet is a great role model and all-around interesting character. She’s a princess I can get behind.

princess books part 2

Princess are Not Quitters! by Kate Lum. These tenacious, enterprising princesses learn some valuable life lessons when they decide to take on their servants’ jobs for a day (just for fun). Lydia enjoys poring over the super-detailed and silly illustrations, and I’m happy to read her  an interesting story about princesses who do more than sit around looking pretty.

Rapunzel by Rachel Isadora. This lovely picture book sets the classic fairy tale in Africa. The text doesn’t change a thing from the familiar European version, yet it feels completely at home in Africa, highlighting just how universal this fairy tale is. I was thrilled to be able to present Lydia with another princess of colour, and she loved it. The illustrations are beautiful and timeless.

The Princess and the Pony by Kate Beaton. Hilarious, adorable, smart and unexpected, Lydia and I both loved this one. Who doesn’t love a chubby, cuddly, and flatulent little pony? Even when what you really wanted was a big, strong warhorse?

The Princess Knight by Cornelia Funke. Here’s another princess who uses cunning and skill to take her destiny into her own hands.  I love that this charming, engaging, feminist tale doesn’t paint men as evil or stupid — just sometimes mistaken. And some are worth marrying, too (eventually, on your own terms.)

Kids’ Chapter Books

I am LOVING reading chapter books to Lydia before bed.

toy dance party

Toy Dance Party: Being the Further Adventures of a Bossyboots Stingray, a Courageous Buffalo, & a Hopeful Round Someone Called Plastic by Emily Jenkins. The delightful sequel to Toys Go Out is every bit as hilarious, unique, and exciting as the first. The lovable characters are so real you feel like you know them within the first few pages. This story is so engaging that when I went to take the photo for this post, I ended up reading ahead, just because I was so curious what was going to happen next. A big win. Can’t wait to read the next one.


We haven’t been watching much TV for Lent. (The positive influence this has had on Lydia has been astonishing). Ben and I have kept up with Big Bang Theory and Brooklyn Nine-nine. That’s it.


The only movie I recall watching was Tomorrowland on Netflix. It was a little disappointing, considering the trailer was so amazing.

That’s about it! I would love to explore more stuff but Felix decided he hates sleep again so I have no energy.

What have you been into?

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Merry Christmas, Friends! {2015}

Merry ChristmasWishing you and your loved ones a healthy, safe, and happy Christmas.

We are so grateful you’ve been a part of our lives over this last year.

May the peace of Christ be your gift at Christmas and your blessing throughout the year.

(As for us, we are just so thrilled to be together and home this Christmas!!)

–Ben, Kathleen, Lydia and Felix Quiring

What I’m Into: Fall 2015



I meant to do a September What I’m Into post . . . And then an October one . . . and time just got away from me. So here’s a What I’m Into Post for the last couple of months together — for the season of fall. (Which, by the way, isn’t close to being over. Didn’t everyone JUST finish saying fall is their FAAAAAAAAVOURITE season? And then the second Halloween is over it’s all Jingle Bells and Deck the Halls? Hang on a second, friends. There are still four more weeks of your FAAAAVOURITE season to enjoy. And we’ve been having a lovely one at that.)

I hate that I’ve been neglecting the blog. But you know what else I’ve been neglecting? My kids. (So I guess that’s a who, not a a what.) I’m just trying to get through the next couple of months.

Life in isolation has produced mixed emotions in us. On the one hand, we are just so unbelievably happy to be living at home instead of the hospital. Every day at home is a gift. Ever meal cooked on my own stove, every night spent in our own bed. I never want to take a moment for granted.

But it does get lonely sometimes. And boring. We have lived separated from the rest of the world for almost a year now. I get sick of these walls sometimes. I miss the outdoors. I miss my friends. I miss their kids. I’m so tired of waiting and worrying. Will my baby ever be okay?

It’s so hard to go out when you need two separate babysitters to care for your two kids (your healthy one and your sick one) that it rarely happens. We’re just always home. Alone. Always.

We’re having Lydia live with us more and more these days, and I could write a whole post on that experience alone. Hopefully I’ll get a chance to one of these days.

Felix’s first birthday is this week. I’m hoping to provide an update soon (we’re waiting on some really important lab results right now and I’m kind of losing my mind over it.)

For now, here’s what I’ve been into.


Where is God When It Hurts? (Philip Yancey) — I re-read this 1977 classic when I realized that the excruciating emotional pain I experienced with Felix’s illness and near death over the last year is just the beginning of the suffering that is inevitably ahead of me. (Cheerful thought, right?) Yancey handles the subject sensitively and sagely. I’m sure I’ll be turning to it again.

Anne of Avonlea (Anne L. Montgomery) — I read the first Anne book while in the hospital a few months ago. I still can’t believe I never read these books. Why oh why did I waste so much of my childhood on the Sweet Valley Twins?! Why did I always assume these books would be boring? (I think maybe because the covers were always ugly.) This one was as charming and delightful as the first.

Children’s Books

With Lydia staying with us overnight more and more, and with her being a full year older than when I had to first relinquish care of her due to Felix’s diagnosis (she’s four now), I thought it was finally time to venture into the exciting world of read-aloud chapter books. What a thrill it was! (I went to this excellent list for suggestions.)

The Night Fairy

The Night Fairy (Laura Amy Schlitz) — this was our very first chapter book together. I loved the experience. What a thrill to have my child anxiously wondering, “What’s going to happen? Will the spider kill her? Will she get her wings back?” She hated the ending, though. (It’s a good ending; she’s just young and particular about how she wants her stories to end.)

Lydia tends to be wary of the unfamiliar, but I was able to lure her into the book with the fact that it’s about a fairy. But Flory is no Disneyfied Tinkerbell: she’s a complex character who develops through the story. It’s an exciting, well-written, well-paced story about survival, friendship, and forgiveness. It’s got a fabulous mix of magic and nature. It’s perfectly suitable for a boy, too. If I were to do it again, I’d probably wait until she was five, though. It was a smidge advanced for her.

Lady Lollipop (Dick King-Smith) — this book is from the same author as Babe. Again, I got Lydia to try it because it’s about a princess. I thought it was kind of boring but she really liked it. It involves using wit and kindness to get what you want in life. And there’s a pig, of course.

Bad Case of Stripes

A Bad Case of Stripes (David Shannon) — this is a picture book Lydia picked out herself from the library, about a girl whose body starts to change in bizarre ways because she won’t admit she loves lima beans. I thought it was kind of dumb but Lydia finds it fascinating. She’s had me read it over and over again and asks questions about it randomly throughout the day. What do I know about what kids will like?


Ben requested that I knit him a winter hat. I was delighted to meet the challenge. I used this pattern. Unfortunately, I’m learning that I’m a very tight knitter, and soon realized it wasn’t going to fit him. So I shortened it and now it fits Felix. (It’s on Ravelry here.)

Felix hat

Then I knit my first sock. How exciting! It took a zillion hours, and as Ben pointed out, I now have half a pair of socks. Which is as useful as zero pairs of socks. But still! I made it! I know how to make socks! The next one will follow . . . eventually . . .

sock(Ravelry link)

Finally, I tried the hat for a second time but with larger needles. Hooray! Success! It’s so comfy and warm.

hats(Ravelry link)


We’ve been dutifully keeping up with Big Bang Theory and Brooklyn 99. Both provide much-needed laughs during this season of waiting. We’re also now regular viewers of John Oliver’s Last Week Tonight, which is terrific.

Last month I started re-watching Gilmore Girls on Netflix by myself which has been fun. (It gives me something to do when I feed Felix, who still feeds like a newborn). It’s so great, you guys! (I’m on season 3).

The last time I watched the show I was about Rory’s age, so I saw events primarily through her eyes. Now I’m almost Lorelai’s age, so I see them more through her eyes. The time Lorelai first saw Rory kiss Dean through the window I was all OH MY GOSH, IF/WHEN I SEE LYDIA KISS A BOY FOR THE FIRST TIME I WILL DIIIIIIIIIIE.

And while when I first saw the show as a seventeen-year-old I was completely and irrevocably in love with Jess, I now find myself thinking, “Man, that kid is irresponsible and disrespectful. And hey, hmmm. Luke’s kinda cute. I never noticed that before.” And then I’m all HOLY CRAP I’M OLD, THE GUY IS LIKE 40, WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN??


We have no time for movies. When we do watch them, we watch them in two parts so we can get to bed by 9pm. It’s a sad life. But we did watch:

You’ve Got Mail — we’re still catching up on Classic Romance Movies We Weirdly Never Saw Before. (Last year it was Pretty Woman, When Harry Met Sally, Sleepless in Seattle, and Jerry Maguire). This one was completely charming. We both loved it.

Divergent — I just can’t pass up a good YA dystopian-novel-turned-movie. The first half of the movie was sooooooo intriguing. The second half was kind of Meh, I feel like I’ve seen this before.

And that’s what I’ve been into!

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What I’m Into: August 2015

Felix 9 mosFelix, 9 months

Lydia strawberryLydia dressed “as a strawberry”

For those who have been following our story, August was split into two distinct parts. The first half of August we continued to spend in the hospital, as follow-up for Felix’s gene therapy in July. But halfway through the month he was discharged and we got to come home!

Life at home has been absolutely wonderful. Felix is still in isolation (and will remain that way for at least the next four to six months), but it feels delightfully normal after all that time in the hospital. He’s doing great — he’s really getting the hang of solids (and he loves them!), and he’s still just such a chill baby. He wakes up once at night (usually), which is amazing. We’ve been spending plenty of time with Lydia, who has already had a few sleepovers.


And I have to mention this amazing package I received from Molly (of Molly Makes Do). It made my week. I can’t decide whether I’m in more awe of her talent or her generosity. Looks at those gorgeous yarns, those hand-knit doll clothes, that lovely fabric!! (The doll was already ours, I was just so excited to see the sweater on her.) And on top of that, she made this:

cross stitchCan you even believe it? I am so framing it and putting it on our gallery wall.

Life is good, you guys. So good.

Here’s what I’ve been into.


Before I get to books, I want to say that I didn’t get a lot of reading done this month because I was too busy knitting.  I learned how to knit last month, and I spent this month (obsessively) learning how to do slightly more advanced knitting.

I learned how to make grandmother’s favourite dishcloth which was very satisfying.


I also completed this baby sweater for Felix which was an absolute thrill. (I did this while still in the hospital. Unfortunately, it ended up being too small, so will have to go to another baby.)


sweater felix

The details of this sweater are on Ravelry (which makes me a real knitter, I think). I want to highlight that this pattern uses extra-bulky yarn, which is awesome for a beginner because it knits up so quickly! I did it in like three days! I highly recommend it.


Essentialism: The Disciplined Pursuit of Less by Greg McKeown — I definitely agree with and appreciate the general philosophy of Essentialism — that there’s value in doing less, but doing it better and with more focus. It’s basically minimalist living for your brain/time/energy. Unfortunately, I didn’t find a whole lot of practical advice in this book until I got to the end — I was just like, “Yes! I agree with all this! I want this for my life!” And even more unfortunately, my library loan time ran out just when it was getting interesting. I’ll have to wait until it’s my turn again before I can finish it (and I definitely want to!).

Kids’ Books

Little You by Richard Van Camp — The amazing woman who runs the Family Resource Center at the London Hospital gave us this little board book as a gift. I can’t get through the dang thing without crying. The poetic text is spare but deeply moving. The illustrations of the little hipster family are gorgeous. Even Felix (at nine months) seems drawn to it.

Little You

“Feel our love as we hold you tight.” I CANNOT EVEN.


Hector and the Search for Happiness (Netflix) – a little predictable and trite, but Simon Pegg is so utterly charming and delightful to watch I could forgive all.

In a World (Netflix) — Bizarre and hilarious. Lake Bell is spectacular, and Demetri Martin is surprisingly believable and adorable. A smart and delightful exploration of female identity in a chauvinistic world, fidelity and sisterhood. The dialogue is brilliant and I loved it.

The Giant Mechanical Man (Netflix) — I thought it would be weird to see Pam Beesley and Danny Castellano fall in love and it was. This movie had SO much potential to charm. But the dialogue was flat and unconvincing, and unfortunately Jenna Fischer totally drops the ball. (I’m talking Kristen Stewart-level acting. I KNOW.) She’s amazing as Pam, but this character was kind of a bummer.

Mission Impossible 5: Rogue Nation — We saw this when we went out for out tenth anniversary. LOVED IT!! The opening scene is magnetizing and the fun never stops. The action is thrilling and the characters are lovable. And I actually really liked the female character, which is so rare in an action film. She’s awe-inspiring without being a machine with boobs (a la Trinity from The Matrix). Come to think of it, there’s like no focus on her boobs. Unprecedented!


Wet Hot American Summer (Netflix Original Series) — We’re still not sure how we feel about this one. (We’re about 6 episodes in). It’s OVER-THE-TOP ridiculous. Everything is a joke. If you’ve seen a comedy in the last year, the actors are probably in this show. Everybody is in this show. There’s more crude language than we would like, but also a lot of laughs. Hmm.

Last Week Tonight — I am recently obsessed with this show. I was vaguely aware of John Oliver before, but our doctor recommended we watch the episode on Food Waste and we’ve been hooked ever since. He’s brilliant, hysterically funny, and often convicting. I want to watch everything he’s ever produced. They’re all fantastic, but I particularly enjoyed the one on Fashion. (Language warning.)

That’s what I’ve been into!

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